And Just Like *That*...

Yesterday started off pretty decent for a Monday after a pretty decent weekend.  Bean was in a good mood and was giving kisses quite freely, Lee made me my oatmeal breakfast while I got ready, I looked pretty adorable (if I do say so myself), and my coffee was making my soul happy.

And just like *that* I didn't give a shit anymore.

Something happened (and no...I'm not going to get into it on here.  Those that know...know.  Those that don't...won't).

I didn't want to do this stupid weight loss thing anymore.  I didn't care about stupid running.  I didn't want to go for any more stupid runs.  I didn't want to do any stupid 10k's or Half's or Full's.  I didn't want to talk to people about stupid losing weight.  I didn't want to talk to people about stupid exercising.  I didn't want to talk to people about stupid running.

I didn't want to write this stupid. fucking. blog anymore (pardon the language).

I was done.

Then, I got The Box.

And just like *that* I realized I was stupid.

And I was given yet another reason (aside from Lilly and Lee and myself and future VB's and yada, yada) to keep up what I'm doing.

I have to look hot in a dress in eight months (Kali said we both had to...I think she threatened violence...).

And I've got goals.  I set those goals for myself and for nobody else.  I need to stop letting people try to take them away from me.

Plans are changing...formulating in my head...shifting...

2012 is going to be a big year...you have no idea...

XOXO